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There are things inside my head That tear me apart Limb by limb Things I wish I'd never seen I found it in you You found it in me Things that make a brave man scream A good girl sin A young heart bleed And in that I see Innocence is a frail thing A heart of darkness takes in kind And in you I see mine You are truly a demon dear The shadow from which all things are feared In nightmares and chilling winds The voices that wrap around their heads They all bow to you They know not what I do Shadows are your cloth Blood is your bible And veins the way you work in Words are the damning spell Your sin Your taste On my skin There are things

They may call me a sinner They may call me a whore But at the end of the day I'm still the same demon girl The waiting was the hardest part In vacancy and silent light Simple questions Simple answers A procedure done to remove the cancer In my soul It grew and grew You made your choice And now I'm through You may call me a sinner You may call me a whore But you were the demon Who threw me on the floor You raised me up To break me down Called me something I wasn't Built my darkened crown I should have known I should seen You are the demon Not me Not then at least In your eyes I saw desire But it was for innocence to catch fire You m

From the drops of this I find my sin I've seen the truth How its hidden in the darkness depths and coldness played Like a note staved I come to you in my misfortune A girl in troubled waters Devotion Beg the Gods Not to be so Still I can't let it go You looked at me And then you said With those green eyes You said... Well I guess its true I guess I'm liar A whore at that too And when my blood trickles down my legs And when they push and pry inside And take from me What would connect us for all time I'll smile then too The Gods will look down at you And in your shadows May it haunt The one that never lived Cry Your joy will turn to dust An

A little bit of stardust from the rain It brings the memories that makes us the same A little of blood Changes the equation Rewrites the parts that brings on sensation But maybe you were right Maybe in the night In the cold witching hour I have come to find my powers Maybe you were right I belong to the night A fleeting memory lost from my sight The cold rain making me sane And that's the price I pay The price of what we did The blood that flowed down my wrists Into your mouth Connected us... It tasted sweet Yours on my lips Nothing has ever compared to this My eyes swirl Mind twirls Red Bring on the damned! The demons whispering in my

The light has faded from the day An eternal sunset which shall never abade I cannot say I remember the sunrise Or the light shining through the trees of our home But I remember us, our family, you The gleam in your eyes brought a smile out in me The gleam of your sword brought peace The light of your power brought us our freedom And the pride of our name brought us our kingdom But the curse of our kind Of that and our kin Stole you away Far too young Deep within your sin You say I hate you That I should hate myself for what I've done But you'll never know You're not the only one I think it too I do I hate me I hate you It's true

Dispelled and Disturbed Mounted on high did your soul seek the sky? Yet upon that wish You found only fists and rage A cage A windowless room without a page To write down every note Every dream That fled you as you split at the seems A gleam One last hope to be heard Without ever saying a word... A prayer answered it seems As the snow fell down Onto your broken frown Came with the snow That final blow That brought down the tower Your shining soul Each drop of blood that's spilt You wish was only yours Staining you red A kiss From death Produced from your lips One final breath A symphony of final bliss

Through the days and darkened ways I counted out each moment Of sitting and staring Sipping a glass of exhausted sighs and tear filled lies Wings can't spread wide when tears tear you up inside That was fate I had resigned it to be this way Sitting home alone In darkened empty spaces And as I sat and as I grew so did that dark nature too The music which once rang out to draw me back was tasteless Had lost me in tracks The blood was my only tune which rang out my doom and sitting in my space that darkness was left my only trace But here sat a warrior Of nature and of mind One of a truest friends throughout this whole time For in him rang t

Darling there was darkness in your heart And seeing that in your eyes nearly tore me apart It all begin with a kiss on your precious lips To start the story off It was never like this Darling I love you Darling I have found you true My soul My savior My starlight Shining so brightly through As if that darkness was only dreams I am splitting at the seams with glory Long before me there was silent nights from which you cried and begged to be alright And in your head you wished it would end Wished to be dead from all the things you've seen and said Your eyes grew dark And lost their spark And the magic inside your heart flew away Not music nor a

I see the light in your eyes Oh how they tantalize In a blue haze Though they show the maze of your madness The darkness in steel your sadness Its very much real Behind those blue eyes You have captured mine What was stolen wasn't as grave as what was lost However the years you sat alone No one could know the measure of that pain Behind those blue eyes That have equally stained your soul And by your name I may go about Calling forth those demons And defeating them Retreating them And that night we sat alone No one but us and the ghosts of your past Created within us a connection that in you led you to a new direction I will hold you now A

Here I am thinking Of who I used be So many things have changed in this world Most of them weren't me Here I am expecting Something grand and big Here I am planning How save the world from its sins So many years have passed me by So many hearts I've broken by my side So many times I'd rather have just laid down and died But that's not the answer Its like a cancer Deep inside my mind Spreading down my side Into my hazed crimson eyes I'd rather just hide I'd rather take the easy route But I have follow suit and take the road less traveled on To begin to save you To save you all In truth I've begun to see whats really going on deep inside of